lately andrew has been really distant from me. i try to talk to him, but he always shuts me out. now he won't even return my text messages. he has this impenetrable wall around him that keeps me out. how are we suppose to remain friends if he won't speak to me? i feel dead inside.
we have a lot of great memories together. this one time, andrew and i held hands and peed our pants together at the delaware water gap. now i wake up in the middle of the night crying, because i don't think well ever have another moment like that again.
official statements -
"i'll never understand why it had to happen the way it did between them. all i know is i'm stuck in the middle and i've never been this devestated." - Peter, Mark's brother and mutual friend.
"What's so odd is that I had never seen two people go from being so in love with each other, so in tune with one anothers feelings and wants and hopes, needs and dreams - to such hate. Such unadulterated bitterness and resentment. The animosity was palpable in the air whenever they were together. It makes me sick to think about such a beautiful friendship, lost." - Bill, mutual friend
"this is a tragedy. i really didn't see this coming." - Dan, mutual friend.
"confirm." - Andrew's older brother Pete.
i've tried all i could. let us now celebrate the friendship we once had. all that's left are the memories. and some really strange photographs.
(also, for fuck's sake, lets never use our full names on this blog. i'd like to have a future.)
I almost cried when I got to the picture of Frank.
ReplyDeletebest post yet, so says i
ReplyDeletealso, just wondering, in the last pic (with mark's like ridiculously creepy mustache) is andrew wearing bill's muguud..err.grinn..d?.. shirt or has bill been wearing andrew's? just wondering.
ReplyDeleteughhh.. we have the same one. i didn't know he had it. :/
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